I just found out that my 1 1/2 year old cockier has acute leucemic cancer.?

I am so sorry to hear of what you are going through. Like the others said, family support..that is real important. The pain you feel now for you dog will turn to memories, memories is what will stay in your heart forever, and that is how you will cope. I just went through this with my cat, I had him 20 years. The pain did fade and the memories are here to stay. My heart is with you for your dog and what You are going through.